AAARGH !!! DAMN IT !!!

yeah, i know i'm not perfect. But at least i tried. And, who said rules or some forbid just makes you miserable ? Well, if you said so, it means you're not ready to grown up yet. Become an young adult is not easy. When you get older, it means more responsible you need to carry. You may not see it but it exist. We are lived here it all because god permission. When we died, it also because god permission. You need to know that your life was shorter and shorter every year. You become so near with death. Something that forbid is good for you. Why can't you face it and deal with it ? You can't deal with it ? Well, it means i was true, you're not ready for some changes. You're not ready to grow up. You're not ready to take responsible. Most scariest is that you are not ready to dead.